CAThartic

CAThartic http://catrinagots.multiply.com/ i velcum zu. may zu hav a gud tym hir. zis is vat i lav to voo n i deevly huff zat zu vill lav it zoo... They said, "You have a blue guitar, you do not play things as they are." The man replied, "Things as they are, are changed upon the blue guitar." - Wallace Stevens Fri, 4 Jul 2008 19:20:29 -0000 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:30:34 -0000 CAThartic http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/logo http://catrinagots.multiply.com 100 100 leica virgin <a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzTQoKCnwAAENKy@U1"><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzVwoKCnwAAEjx5xs1"><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzeQoKCnwAAEjx5yE1"><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzhAoKCnwAAE0cR6Q1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SFdzhAoKCnwAAE0cR6Q1/front.JPG?et=iUrhaCr%2B4WYtfQtJ5aYjcw&nmid=0" border="0"></a></a><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzeQoKCnwAAEjx5yE1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SFdzeQoKCnwAAEjx5yE1/back.JPG?et=1YnbEAFs%2CcO5Nx%2BV%2BVCPUQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a></a><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzVwoKCnwAAEjx5xs1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SFdzVwoKCnwAAEjx5xs1/top.JPG?et=BzVrK%2CjmBo1L3I44Bby3yA&nmid=0" border="0"></a></a><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SFdzTQoKCnwAAENKy@U1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SFdzTQoKCnwAAENKy@U1/side.JPG?et=TBbzWkXybHoTH7INSIiOxg&nmid=0" border="0"></a> Beautiful, ain't she? i don't want her. i don't need her. It would just be nice to be able to see her every waking moment of my life. abi'g naka-gunit. hahahahahahaha. but it's really difficult to focus. it took me a gazillion lightyears to get a decent portrait. 35mm. the power of my eye. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/314/leica_virgin Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:30:34 -0000 toil it was late sunday afternoon when i found this little creature. work! work! work! "I'm supposed to do everything for the colony. what about my needs?? I've got to believe there's something out there better than this. Otherwise I'll just curl up into a larval position and weep." i just hope he can whistle http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/262/toil Thu, 3 Apr 2008 08:48:31 -0000 sweet summer slumber What if you slept? And what if, in your sleep, you dreamed? And what if, in your dream, you went to heaven and there plucked a strange and beautiful flower? And what if, when you awoke, you had the flower in your hand? Ah, what then? -Samuel Taylor Coleridge http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/308/sweet_summer_slumber Sat, 29 Mar 2008 08:28:27 -0000 my hometown <a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3aQoKCnwAAEXoYHA1"></a><a href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3cQoKCnwAAEQ4R281"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R@t3cQoKCnwAAEQ4R281/pic18190.jpg?et=V%2BHe6rpEydq%2BfPV7otHeZg&nmid=" border="0"></a>it slaps you in the face. <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t27AoKCnwAADZcDYk1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t29AoKCnwAAC8fYe81"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t2-AoKCnwAADMxg0g1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3AwoKCnwAADXKBv41"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3CQoKCnwAADNChAQ1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3EAoKCnwAACBQG@c1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3FgoKCnwAAC9cwr01"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t3KgoKCnwAACBQG-I1"><a 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href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t29AoKCnwAAC8fYe81"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R@t29AoKCnwAAC8fYe81/pic03557.jpg?et=zgxnrxqd9gPzt19nb2lCIQ&nmid=" border="0"></a></a><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R@t27AoKCnwAADZcDYk1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R@t27AoKCnwAADZcDYk1/pic24179.jpg?et=RJ0ktql3m4tExEpq88%2BOhg&nmid=" border="0"></a>hahahahha.. my goal is to go to china, learn the language and teach them proper engrish. hehehe.  http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/306/my_hometown Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:33:57 -0000 it's all in a day http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/261/its_all_in_a_day Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:14:51 -0000 no man is an island "Any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee." - John http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/260/no_man_is_an_island Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:06:51 -0000 everyone needs saving even the http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/259/everyone_needs_saving Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:04:11 -0000 cRUSH cRUSH cRUSH when exactly is passenger season? people call me up asking.. "passenger season ba ta karun?" i'm like.. "eerrr HA?" why not ask a better question "are you fully booked?". i think i can answer that more accurately. passenger season = any day with a boat so since wala pa koy shoot. nang-hangol kog subjects. maygane "passenger http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/257/cRUSH_cRUSH_cRUSH Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:21:30 -0000 the very thought of you The very thought of you I forget to do Those little ordinary things That everyone ought to do I'm livin' in a kind of a daydream I'm happy as a queen And foolish though it may seem To me that's everything The mere idea of you The longing here for you You'll never know How slow the moments go Till I'm near to you -billie goldie, one of these is for you. the song is just a song in my head. but what matters of the heart? as long as we have felt happy at a certain point. it matters/ed. a photo is not entirely blurry. there is that one point, a sweet spot worth remembering. sa mga pilosopo.. KUNG BLURRY MAN TANAN. PAG SIGN UP NA MO SA NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC. feel nako nangita sila nimo. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/256/the_very_thought_of_you Wed, 26 Mar 2008 06:06:43 -0000 a GUSTAVIAN experience FIVE words: mussels in white wine reduction oh and TWO more words: FRENCH BREAD. both of which have been the BEST that i've ever tasted in my 22 years of existence. notice there are no food shots. the food is THAT good. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/255/a_GUSTAVIAN_experience Wed, 26 Mar 2008 03:33:47 -0000 pure shores @ maribago blue waters, mactan, cebu the beach will always have a place in our hearts. it posesses the perfect combination. the tides, high and low. the sun, her temper and glow. the breeze, no matter which way she blows. and the sand, in between our toes. heaven will be my http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/254/pure_shores Mon, 24 Mar 2008 06:01:45 -0000 the beginning of something beautiful OK KA BA http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/253/the_beginning_of_something_beautiful Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:35:32 -0000 escape thanks to maribago blue waters pio granada of aftercall magazine ken of E-Telecare models: john and rica (<a href="http://ricamarie18.multiply.com/">http://ricamarie18.multiply.com/</a>) of E-telecare hair and make-up: yari (<a href="http://karibumachale.multiply.com/">http://karibumachale.multiply.com/</a>) and brian. had a lot of fun:D hope you'll like these. cya http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/252/escape Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:57:19 -0000 stay cool you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. -maya angelou i'm still half way there. lost luggages are never good... make me NOT want to pack anything. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/295/stay_cool Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:40:25 -0000 Filipinism 101 <A href="http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/R9kBwAoKCnwAAAilFAg1"></A>because chay made me snicker in the office. TAGO JUD! These words are so unique and loaded in meaning that they will never find a direct translation in the English language. Forget traditional dictionaries. 1.    Achuchu (A-chu-chu) ·         This refers to the pointless insincerities being said during long, involved conversations about nothing at all. 2.    Ano (A-noh) ·         The all-around, all-purpose word for everything. (a)      Pronoun in interrogation: Ano? (What) (b)      Noun: Where is your ano? (Where is your father/mother/ dead-uncle' s-second- cousin) (c)       Verb: Anuhin this. (Paint/kill/ maim/castrate this.) (d)      Adjective: This is so ano. (This is so pretty/big/astoundi ng.) (e)      I... http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/294/Filipinism_101 Thu, 13 Mar 2008 10:29:47 -0000 a little GOSSIP goes a looong way it's a SUNDAY!!! woohoo. OK a little more enthusiasm next time. It's just that i had to STEEEEL wake up early today to bring my niece to church. I had coffee while waiting for her to be done with sunday school.. so now i'm up and continuing my sunday morning gossip girl marathon *which came to a halt a few hours ago, around 3am?.. coz every girl needs her beauty sleep*. I don't know why i'm hooked. It's more or less like THE OC (without chunky scary ryan) meets CRUEL INTENTIONS (with less girl on girl action) meets THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES -TDS (without the housewives). It's just as UNREALISTIC as the lives the people in orange county portray. It's a little less NAUGHTY than sarah michelle gellar was.. but naughty nonetheless. And the narration is just as soothing/irritating (goes both ways) as the narration of the dead lady in TDS. How can it not be addicting?? You mix all those up and add a few gorgeous men (yesireeee.. *sigh) and number of designer outfits (it makes you wanna los... http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/292/a_little_GOSSIP_goes_a_looong_way Sun, 9 Mar 2008 01:59:21 -0000 GODTOWER i said i wouldn't start it. i said i shouldn't even try. i said i couldn't even finish one. but i did play anyway. <A href="http://godtower.com">www.godtower.com</A> damn the bored!!! <IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.catrinagots.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R89imwoKCnwAAGcUGdg1/flag.JPG?et=C7DWmoSLOiCc08WjXX982Q&nmid=" border=0> WTF is THIS??? http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/290/GODTOWER Mon, 3 Mar 2008 02:25:05 -0000 peripheral vision i cry, i doubt, i whine. oh please give me a sign. everyday i go through loads of crap. problems endlessly dumped on my lap. i am so little. the world is humongous. nothing can change. no matter how courageous. my mom tells me.. she kneels down and prays. but i've lost all hope.. despite all that she says. but i am reminded by the people i meet.. that when you are faced with the worst today. life is a wheel.. try looking the other way.. you might just find your pot of gold. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/249/peripheral_vision Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:16:50 -0000 checkmate it's always good to accept the inevitable and start fresh.. who knows? you might just win the next http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/248/checkmate Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:18:43 -0000 bahala'g kunot.. BASTA GUGMA "I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches Build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you I'll miss you Kiss you Give you my coat when you are cold Need you Feed you Even let ya hold the remote control So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink I could be the (wo)man who grows old with you I wanna grow old with you." And when i die, i want the cause to be extreme fatal laughter from you, that i start to pant because i'm out of breath, or that i'm too focused on the laughter and especially on you that i forget to inhale, that my lungs and heart just give out, that i know i am at the happiest i will ever http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/247/bahalag_kunot.._BASTA_GUGMA Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:08:44 -0000 Kaila Ka ni Weng Weng? Pag-ila2x http://catrinagots.multiply.com/links/item/14/Kaila_Ka_ni_Weng_Weng Mon, 10 Dec 2007 08:48:42 -0000 maRIA in Golda Marthe collaboration of talents: moodel: www.psychocynic.multiply.com stylist/designer: www.goldamarthe.multiply.com sakto ba? hahahahha.. ri, relak lang ha? http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/245/maRIA_in_Golda_Marthe Mon, 10 Dec 2007 07:50:27 -0000 Happy Chanukah instead of one day of presents, you get EIGHT crazy nights. now who wouldn't want that? life has been pretty hectic. it's the first time where i have been gasping for sleep. coffee is no longer taken for its rich flavor, but for its effects. outfits are no longer planned ahead of time, or given much thought for that matter. but it's not depressing at all. sure, dreams, literally and figuratively, are less.. but i've been seeing more smiles lately, from others and surprisingly from myself. maybe it's a season symptom. who cares. the next time i log in might be when i turn 30. so i'm greeting everyone a happy new year and a jolly christmas. and i'm hugging all the loves of my life, far and near. MAGBIKAKA NA TA!!! http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/243/Happy_Chanukah Mon, 12 Nov 2007 15:20:10 -0000 my firsts oh there is a little girl.. she had beautiful curls.. and the rest is yet to be told. you were always there to hold my hand when i had doubts. you gave me that look as if i could achieve anything i set my mind to. you never lost faith in me even when everyone almost did. true love, compromise, understanding, patience.. these words i learned from you. in life's first quarter, i have so much more firsts to encounter.. and i believe there's nothing i cannot handle. thank you. a tribute inspired by my pretty curly haired http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/242/my_firsts Mon, 12 Nov 2007 15:03:50 -0000 Urban Desert i now know how to spell "desert" as opposed to "dessert". coz a very considerate person sent me mail that "desserts" is "stressed" backwards. thank you trina mae. anyhoo. so last night, i remembered the eclipse was "coming out".. so i went outside. No eclipse yet but the cloud formations were awesome. couldnt help but scratch my itch. then AN eclipse happened after... when cotton candy clouds started covering my moon. oh well. the last time i witnessed one was when i was in high school. we cut out our 5 1/4 floppy discs to use as "shades" to be able to see the solar eclipse. We were cool back then. http://catrinagots.multiply.com/photos/album/241/Urban_Desert Wed, 29 Aug 2007 01:23:51 -0000 gitika ko WHAT COUNTRY IS CLOSEST TO YOUR HEART??   NEPAL http://catrinagots.multiply.com/journal/item/262/gitika_ko Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:53:26 -0000